If you've been following along on fb, you know of Noah's complete sleep bullshit - hence, this post.
I am so tired of being tired, sleep deprived, brain dead, overly emotional.
I am tired of all of Noah's books, and the way he just flips through the pages instead of letting us read it.
I am tired of the "ah ah ah" sounds he makes instead of saying words.
I am tired of feeling like an asshole for yelling at him because I'm too tired to deal with anything.
I am tired of not having anyone to reach out to when my brain goes black and I feel like I can't take another minute.
I am tired of not having anything left at anytime to do more for Nerdstar.
I am tired of telling the damn dog to "move" all day every day.
I am tired of feeling like I suck at the one thing I really wanted to be good at.
5 years ago