More thoughts on schooling.
I think Ching and I are both feeling some resistance to the idea of Noah going to the special needs class.
The goal of his teacher and special ed helper are to get him ready for kindergarten. That's a fine goal. But I don't know that it's a goal we share. To me, it feels like we're taking a great kid and making him conform to a system that isn't designed for him. Yes, cue my rants against schools and how they're designed for girls and not boys or at least not our boy. We've always felt that he won't sit still for story time because well, he doesn't like story time. He'd rather be running. But maybe we're wrong. Maybe he doesn't like story time because it's all just words coming at him, and he's not good at listening to stories as opposed to watching videos. Regardless, even a "play centered" preschool seems to be a bad match for our boy. I think that if he needs this much help then maybe school isn't for him.
The counter argument that's always in my head after my anti "girl" schools, is that apparently the majority of boys do just fine.
The biggest problem is that there just isn't an alternative right now. We don't have a social network where he can make friends and play with kids outside of school. And he's not old enough yet for sports to fill in that gap. I can't take away his time with friends at school and home school him just because I don't like the whole set up of school. That might be an option in the future, but it's not for now.
There's also not a big choice of alternative schools. I know a lot of people like Montessori, and he might do better there, but even the ones that might be within driving distance cost $20,000 a year and UP. That's not in our reality.
So I feel like we're stuck. I keep reminding myself this is about what's best for Noah, but it's so hard to know what that is.
In a perfect world - Noah would have an older brother to mitigate a lot of this, to run around with, and play with, and to learn with. We often blame whoever hands out babies for making this grave mistake.
In an ideal world - we would live in a neighborhood in a small town with lots of other kids, and Noah and those kids would spend their time like Ching and I did growing up, playing, running, riding backs, playing hide n seek and tag.
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