Obviously, we don't write as much on this blog as we did the first couple of years of his life. I'm sure facebook has a lot to do with that. But I am so very happy to be able to go back and read those posts from Noah's first days/years.
Our dear sweet boy turns five today. This coming year will bring a lot of changes, I think. But then, really, don't they all? He starts kindergarten in a month. We're so glad he's had two years of preschool. He's enjoyed them so much and they will help him with this big transition to "real" school. He seems to be in this in-between state - becoming more mature and independent, but with lots of lapses. I have a feeling all of those lapses will be gone in a year.
One of the things I've been pondering is this mother/child relationship. Right now, I know Noah better than most people ever will. And yet, partly because of his speech and other delays, there is so much we probably don't know about him, his thoughts, and feelings. But I know him. And I know that will change as he grows older. And, in some ways it won't. One of the biggest reasons I'm able to know him so well, is I've gotten to stay home with him these first five years. There are no words to express how grateful I am for that.
He's a great kid. Oh sure, in the past few weeks he seems to being turning 15 - not 5. He's always been stubborn, but with more oomph lately. Last night he was "so hungry" and wanted some snacks, like gummy worms, and we kept telling him he had to eat some "real" food first. He busted out a perfect "FINE", twice. (We're guessing he picked it up at day camp.) We stood firm, but it's also hard not to laugh.
He still loves music, and cars and trucks and buses and all vehicles known to man. He's sweet and bossy. Fiercely independent but not brave. He loves to travel and stay at hotels. When he finally gets to visit relatives, or they visit him - he's more than happy to hang out with them and let them love on him. He still loves kids and playing and school and day camp. And he can be a bit anal about things. We're waiting for his ability to spot tiny pieces of trash on the floor to pay off when he keeps the house cleaner than we do!
I can't seem to do him justice this morning. As always, I just wish you could all hang out with him for a day or two. He's a great kid.
5 years ago