Sad

Try 2 didn't take either. I read yesterday that the chance of conception any given month is 20-25%. Ugh.

It's weird to feel sad about losing something that in reality never existed. But there are those crazy two weeks when you end up hoping and planning and wishing into being a little human being.

Take 2

Yesterday the planets aligned and Nerdstar was ready for insemination take 2. And this time I got to be there with her. I've been telling her for a very long time now that we're going to have twins - a boy and a girl. So after the nurse did her thing and left Nerdstar to chill for a few minutes, I put my hand on her belly and said "Wonder Twins Activate!" hehehehe

I've also been singing 'I'm gonna knock you up" to the tune of "mama says knock you out".

I have no idea the actual odds of her getting preggers this time. So it's another very, very long two weeks of waiting.